The whole of this event of the past revived within my mind in a thousandth of a second. Then repented, I stopped my arrogant and proud march and feeling contrite, regretful and remorseful in my heart, with modesty and submission, I prostrated myself before this peasant. I kissed his feet while addressing him like this: “You are a great Master, a great Sage”, but that creature instead of being satisfied with my words answered: “I do not know anything, I am nobody.” I answered back, “Yes, you are the Boddhisattwa of one of the great Gods who is the governor of many constellations.”
Runic Magic, 1969 also in Hatred, Humility
I was a fallen Bodhisattva. Yes! Yes! Yes! It is unquestionable that if I would not have repented of myself, I would have entered into the submerged involution of the mineral kingdom…
My Return to Tibet, 1969
I repented of my errors, I rose up from the mud of the earth. Now I give testimony of these things.
My Return to Tibet, 1969 also in Seventy Times Seven
It is obvious that I, particularly after the downfall in Lemuria, repented myself and returned into the Mysteries of that ancient continent. Then, I received the Elixir of Long Life. In the name of that which is the Reality, the TAO, the Divine, I tell you that I lived with an immortal physical body for millions of years…
My Return to Tibet, 1969
For the benefit of the Great Cause for which we are struggling intensely I prefer to push, to assume responsibilities, to pay, to openly confess my errors before the solemn verdict of public consciousness.
The Mystery of the Golden Blossom, 1971
In this way I succeeded in rejoining the First Heaven, the abode of the ineffable Angels... Unquestionably I was a fallen Angel, but it is clear that I had been forgiven... In the Cathedral of the Soul “there is more happiness for a sinner that repents, than for a thousand just persons that have no need of repentance”...
The Three Mountains, 1972
In those times I also attended great parties where in the midst of pandemonium and partying, there shone nights of spreeing and or that only left bitterness, remorse in the conscience, etc., etc., etc. After one of these parties, I was taken to the third Dantestic circle. Absolutely conscious, dressed in my astral body, I sat at the head of a fatal table with a party of demons.
Yes, There Is a Hell, a Devil and Karma, 1973
I suffered the unspeakable, the wound of Amfortas bled on my side and the remorse was terrible.
Yes, There Is a Hell, a Devil and Karma, 1973 also in The Holy Grail
When I observed them with the sense of psychological self-observation, I saw them fleeing: the thief who steals and flees terrified, horrible faces of theft! I was horrified, yes, of myself, but I have no problem confessing it, because if I did not confess it, it would be a sign that those “I’s” were still alive in there; because the hypocrite has the tendency to hide his own defects. So, I have no problem confessing that I had that kind of “I’s”. Even leading an honorable life, I had them; even paying the debts of others, I had them. What did I have to do? To disintegrate them, to reduce them to cosmic dust. And this caused me horror.
The Fifth Gospel The Hidden Facets of our Lunar Psychology Third Chamber – Mexico City – 1976 also in Fear, Hypocrisy, Identification, Self-Observation
In the name of truth, I tell you that, personally, I absolutely do not like cinema or television. When I have been watching something on television out of curiosity, afterwards I had a frightful remorse of Conscience. I have had to clean all the elementaries which formed in my aura, and I am not at peace again until I disintegrate the last of them.
The Fifth Gospel Psychic Associations that Lead to Awakening Third Chamber – Mexico City – 1975